Saturday, January 3, 2009

feelings

I never dreamed I would have so many about my biological father, but finding out about his passing today proved me wrong.

I wonder what was, what could have been, should I have tried harder, how hard was it for him in his last days being so sick? Lots of questions, but none measure up to the biggest of all, Will I see him in Heaven? I don't know if he had a relationship with the Lord or not. Please pray for peace for my oldest sister and I(My little sister has a different father.) unexpected emotions are hitting harder as the day goes on.

1 comment:

Jenn said...

I am sorry, you're in my prayers!